Dear Juliana...

Dear Juliana-
You're eleven. Wow! How did that happen? Everyone told me when you were born that I would blink and you would be grown, but I don't guess I really believed it.

Did you know that I didn't really grasp the concept of an actual baby of my own until the nurse brought the baby warmer in the room? You were minutes away from being born when it became really real, not just all about the nursery and the clothes and the stuff, but it suddenly became you. And, oh, what a beautiful baby you were.

You've always been such a joy to me, and now you've become my comfort. You've dealt with so many things I would not have chosen for you. But in your quiet way, you always say the right thing, write the perfect words, and offer some unbelievable wisdom.

And now, they were right, I wasn't paying attention and you're barrelling towards the teens. I'm so scared that it's just going to fly from here. Can you please let me treasure you at this in-between place you are in for just a sweet long time?

Have I told you that I wish that I had been more like you when I was younger? Have I ever said that I find the faith you have inspiring?- that I can't wait to see where your obedience to your God will lead you?

I am so grateful for the gift of you.

I love you-
Mama